My buddy Mike is a motivational speaker and life coach. He told me exactly what I needed to hear to find clarity and direction in my crazy filmmaking career. He said, "Put what you want out into the universe, and the universe gives it to you." In other words, start marketing myself as a writer/director so I can start getting hired as a writer/director. Up till now I've put myself out there as a video editor and lo and behold that's the kind of work I get. It makes so much sense!